Nothing new.

I have realized that I’m really happy with my life as it currently stands. I mean I never really do anything interesting and every weekday is the same thing of go to class and then sit alone and do work and it’s really just not good for me. I think if I spend more time in the library it will help but i really need to find something else to do with my life. Well that about sums up the past two days and about every weekday I have had this year. I’m getting out and going to New York City for the weekend so I hope that will help me gain some perspective.

 

I just want to feel like I have something to show for my time here or at least some memories to look back to other then spending all my time lonely and sad.

(Disclaimer: In a generally shitty mood so things may not seem to be as depressing as they appear!) Well at least that made me laugh a little.

Also i have a huge test tomorrow that I'm honestly not ready for and am really scared about.... so that's were the rest of night is going sadly.